Change

Everybody is changing. My friends and I just graduated, and I am living in Salzburg, while some of my friends are living in Cali, at home working, or God knows what. I hate change and it is all so scary. I wish I knew exactly where my life was going. I'd be afraid to stay here, and at the same time I'm afraid to go home. I don't feel like I know where my home is anymore.

I just wish things could stay the same, the way they were when I was in college, and that everyone I love could always be near me. I wish I wish I wish. I know life has to go on, but somehow I am so scared sometimes that I don't even want it to.